i really dnt knw whats goin in my lyf. 4years back (1st day of my college) i liked a guy at first sight and after 3 mnths i got cnfrmd myself that its not just like but i love him..luckyly we both became best frns but later i came to know that he’s a girl frnd n they wer in relation from their 10th class..and the most sad part is she also study in same colg and same dept. they were so happy with eachother, no fights, no misundstangs n they’r so loyal to eachothr..then i tried alot to move on but coudnt forget him..
i dnt knw tht im lucky or unlucky about this but had a huge following in my colg..don’t think tht i’m blowin my own trumpets, its true..but i never found a guy who’s serious abt me..evry boy used to appraoch me for physical relation on the name of love..and then 2yrs passed then i met a guy from other dept. he showd so much intrst in me..he tried to convince me for nearly 1year but i didnt respnd..then after he introduced me to their parents..he also said them tht he loves me and he’s goin to marry me and his parnts wer happy abt tht..then i thought his love might be true and i acceptd.. but in my heart i always thnk abt my first love..and then all went well for 6mnths aftr acceptin him..then after started the real thng..he startd to act very possessive and things got totally changed..i knw i dnt love him as much he does me ‘coz i cudn’t forgt my first love but i never showed this bfr him..i tried n compramised alot to save this relatn but after few days he found a new girl and dumped me for no reasn..i got depressd for 3mnths n lost hope on love..then i moved on and came to back my lost frns specially my first love they wer still in strong relationshp..im very happy for them but sad too and i know i can’t get into relationshp anymore, i cant imagine anyother boy wid me except him..i love him sooo much n i need him in my lyf..:((
