I don't deserve her but I love her.

9Years ago I met the love of my life. Unfortunately 4me, 15yrs ago I married my wife as she was pregnant and at the time I felt that I did the right thing. I love my gf, she’s all any guy would ever want. I know I don’t deserve her but I love her. She has loved me unconditionally and I know she’s hurting cos of how things are but we tooo inlove to let go. At the same time, I love my kid and divorcing my wife will only put this kid through hell”